Loving Annie Asks:
Good Wednesday morning Lucid ! How are you doing ? (Lucid) – I am doing fine, thank you for asking!

I saw that you came by my blog and left a nice comment on my erotica post. Thank you. (Lucid) – Your welcome, we are all adults here :) !

I wanted to come by here and read, but when I tried to see the rest of your recent post, the screen was a very dark blue and I couldn’t see any writing. The same thing happened when I tried to comment.

I don’t know if this is just happening to me, or… ? (Lucid) – I had noticed that issue only one other time. I haven’t experienced it in a long time.

Will M.L.Ws sexual attraction to me overcome his anger/hurt and resentment enough to make him come back to me in person so we can kiss and make up in this lifetime?

Lucid’s Thoughts:
(I have replaced your friends name with initials. I do not post full names.)

Let me start by saying I am feeling a big shift in your life, and the way you are viewing all aspects. This is not just about your sexual life. You are coming out of a dormant/stagnant stage in your life. Your feelings of having a lost purpose is dissolving. It seems you are almost demanding equality in all your relationships in your life. This is a wonderful move for you because living by someone elses idea of what your life should be like is a big hindrance for your growth.

This is good because it will give you the room to ease up on yourself. I don’t know whom M.L.W is, but the question here is do you want him to be so sexually attracted to you, that all original feelings of anger/hurt/resentment are masked behind his hormonal drive?

My feelings are that It would hurt you more then if he never saw or talked to you again. You know it is absolutely delightful to feel like a women emotionally, spiritually, and sexually. I think if you allow a physical attraction to override the others, you will be setting yourself up to be burnt.

I think this new shift in your life is going to give you the opportunity to express yourself without manipulation. You will experience a new sense of freedom. Kindness and giving are good acts for your karma.

Again, I do not know who this male is that you speak of, but I think your thoughts and expectations need to evaluated carefully.

Good luck no matter which way you go! Be well and thank you for writing in!