Jane Asks:
Is my life ever going to be happy?

Lucids Thoughts:
Hello Jane. That state of happy is the state of being. I can not tell you straight whether you will have a happy life or not. It will be a choice that you need to make for yourself. You need to find what brings you joy and fulfillment. Once you have figured it out, you must go for it.

You can not let the outside world dictate your happiness; it all starts internally.  You might want to start with the love you have for yourself and what makes you feel good, and then take it from there.

I believe it is possible if you open your awareness and acceptance you will find happiness. Good luck on your journey!