05-24-2007
I Found Myself Transparent, Was I Dead?
Angelus wrote:
I did not dream for a while, I just stopped, on Sunday into Monday, series of dreams started appearing, the first one, was this.
I find myself transparent, I pass through objects I don’t know how but I do know this, I am dead. At first I do not mind this because a bus is taking me to a place, a building near a familiar location called Grande(an elite cafe house in my place)only there is no car wash and a couple of more buildings.
Instead of them there is a place, a structure that looks like my house, I believe it’s paradise, the bus driver(actually there was none) skips the station, everything is shed in light. I enter but I realize it’s not all that, at the same time I realized I did not say anything to my loved ones. I DON’T KNOW HOW I DIED.
I am still happy anyways I don’t know why. In the meantime I posed as someone, a girl on a bike, not on purpose. I crash, also not on purpose. Then I went home, and my mom and sis can see me. I am not surprised BUT I DON’T KNOW WHY. They are telling me how it’s my fault that I died and how I am a fool. I don’t know why. I refuse to go anywhere because my loved one needs to know I am okay. I promised her I will do that if I die before her (here is the connection, I did that in real life).I did everything, I even tried to escape awakening, just so I can tell her.
Lucid’s Thoughts:
Wow Angelus, what a dream. I had to do a little editing so that the grammar, and spelling would be in order. I hope you don’t mind.
Here is my take on your dream. This is my interpretation or possible meaning of this dream:
I do not think you were dead. Not in the sense of a final ending. However, I do feel you had an outer body experience. Because you were transparent and able to move through objects, you related this state as being dead, when in actuality you were probably free and full of life. You were encountering Astral Travel.
The bus ride symbolizes the vehicle that took you to where your were traveling. (This most likely was the energy force that we ride on during Astral Projection) You went to areas close to home where it was safe; public places that are known to you. You claim it to be paradise because comfort comes with things that are familiar to us.
You noticed you kept going past that area of comfort. You entered into what you called the light which was a deeper level of your consciousness. You went through the “safe zone”
You posed as a girl in the physical form because you knew you were transparent at that point and could not be seen otherwise. The crashing just symbolizes your abrupt entry.
Death or the concept of death in a dream usually means a change or new beginning. It does not always mean death literally. And, since you mentioned mom and sis telling you that it is your fault that you died, and you are a fool, may signify that you have or will be making a change in your life or a decision that they do not agree with. They feel, or you think they feel, that you are not using all of your senses.
Because your mind was focused on the thought of being physically dead, you acted accordingly. This is why you felt the strong urge to visit your loved one before leaving, which actually was you coming back into your body and waking up. You don’t know how you died, because you did not; you went on a journey.
This change or new beginning, and all the doubts that are going along with it could be the reason why you are dreaming of it. You may have pushed the issues aside and are choosing not to fully deal with it. You may be feeling overwhelmed and that is why your spirit took a little trip, to break out for a while so to speak.
All I can say is just follow your gut. Be careful. Your choices may be risky. Use your judgment wisely.
I hope this has helped. Thank you for writing in and good luck!
