When I first started having experiences that concerned those who had passed on, I was still pretty much in my shell. Only those who were close to me heard my stories. I never talked about it at work because I feared their judgment. I hardly understood what was happening to me, let alone try and explain it to possible skeptics.

One day, one of the girls who I worked with called out. Her best friend and her best friend’s boyfriend were in a terrible car accident. The boy ended up dying and the girl was in critical condition. I felt sad for the situation, they were only teenagers.

The funeral for the boy was a few days later. She was so upset. I could hear her sobbing ever so lightly to herself which lasted through out most of the day. My heart really went out to her. Our work stations were adjacent to each other with a divider in the middle. I just wanted to reach over and give her a hug, but I decided to give her, her space.

The end of the day drew near and we were getting our stuff ready to leave; that is when it all happened. I heard this voice in my head calling out the name of the boy who had passed away. I thought maybe it was me just chanting his name until he said, “Virgo, tell her I was a Virgo.”

Ok, remember I said I did not discuss these strange little incidences with too many people. I was still very new to all of this “Medium” stuff. I was not sure if it was my own thoughts, therefore I was not about to open my mouth, and make a fool of myself if I was wrong; That would have been my worst nightmare come true.

While having the verbal fight within my head, the voice began to be more persistent. Repetitively, it kept saying the same thing over and over again. It was actually making me a little nervous. I found myself starring at my co-worker and wanting to yell out to her, “He was a Virgo!”

After ignoring the voice for a good fifteen minutes, it subsided. It was finally time to go home.

The next day at work was strange. Usually we would have a line of people waiting to be helped, but no one was in sight. I moved over to my co-worker’s desk and we talked about her loss and how her girlfriend was still in the hospital. My heart was heavy for her.
Shortly after the conversation began, the voice came back. This time he came in even stronger. I tried to ignore his rambling again, but it did not work. This time he was saying, “I saw the teddy bear, tell her I saw the teddy bear!”

I couldn’t take the annoying feeling that was coming in with his voice. It was like finger nails against a chalk board, so I finally decided to take a deep breath and spill the beans. I took one look at her and said, “I am not sure how to say this to you. I do not know if I will be right or not, but if I don’t at least try, I will be bothered forever!” She smiled and looked at me with her accepting big green eyes and said, “What are you talking about?” I said, “Please do not think I am crazy. I was feeling pretty bad about your situation yesterday, when all of a sudden, I heard a voice. And, this voice that I heard, has not left yet.”

She had a curiosity about her. She told me to continue on. I explained to her how the voice came to me and how he kept saying he was a Virgo. She nodded her head and said, “I believe he was, wow that is weird. Why would he be saying that?” I told her I did not know, but when I told her how he said that he saw the teddy bear, she busted out in tears. My God I felt so bad. I was not sure exactly why she broke loose. I thought I offended her, so I went to get up from my chair. Just then, she looked at me and said, “We placed a teddy bear in the coffin with him.”

I nearly “Sh*t” myself. I could not believe it. We were both in a slight state of shock. She asked me if she could tell her girlfriend. I was not too comfortable with that. I felt awkward enough that I had to discuss this with her, but my heart softened and I told her she could.

Well this just led to a whole other situation. She came into work the next day and told me how the family was freaked out, but wanted to have a meeting with me. I bugged out, I did not want to meet with these strangers. I don’t know what she was she thinking!

I did end up going to her girlfriends house, that story will come next…

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